I missed his phone call again tonight. I was in class, and there was a girl presenting. Normally, if he calls in class, I open my phone to answer it, then walk outside before saying hi. I didn't want to be rude, so I got up, walked out, and tried to answer it, but my voice mail picked up .025 seconds too early. Yesterday, he called while I was in the restroom and I missed his call by a good 30 seconds. I stayed outside for a few minutes hoping he would call right back and give me another chance, but he didn't. After school, I stopped at marianne's, got a milkshake and took a stroll down the beach. (Yes, I'm sick, drinking a milkshake, and walking in the cold, wet sand at 9:00 at night.) The water was freezing. I can't wait for this to be over.