Jeff said he'd call today and I didn't hear from him. It takes effort to remember that he isn't in control of anything. I have to remind myself that he wants to call but can't, not that he can call but doesn't. He was supposed to have a half day today and then be off for Thanksgiving, all the way through Sunday. Maybe they didn't secure or he didn't pass his test. Maybe he's at Ross' and couldn't get to a phone. Maybe they went out to a movie. Maybe I shouldn't think about the maybe's because there are a million of them. I miss him, and I long to hear his voice. I decided this past week has been harder because tomorrow is Thanksgiving and he's gone. 27 more days...